this weekend was so healthy for me (despite the intoxication on so many levels). i mean, i’m still the same ole me, so i’m gonna worry and stress and be stupid about things. but i know things are so good with el garçon, i mean i’m so lucky. he’s lucky too though. how many guys get snatched up and stolen for a weekend getaway with his friends and girlfriend, a decision made in about 30 seconds?

speaking of which, that was too much fun. i mean, getting to just drive off, fuck the rest of the world and responsibilities, get the worst hangover of my life, fall asleep with the love of my life and some great new friends. it was the perfect weekend. i mean, the ride home to guelph and eventual bus to toronto was KILLER. but worth it all.

i love watching my puppies sleep (i should be writing an essay but i’m definitely just gonna watch a movie or something). they’re so serene, they don’t have any troubles in the world. i think this would be perfect if mike was here but he’s in school being a good kid unlike me, who’s been fucking this shit up the whole year. oh well. i move home soon! and then i get to see him whenever i want.

which is gonna be AWESOME. i couldn’t be more excited for the year and exams to be fucking over. although i’m gonna miss the city, and my new best friend, and the bench that mike wrote on (though hopefully i can go back to that at some point this summer, with him).

anyhow, writing my essay is probably the best idea right now. but i kinda like writing in this blog. therapeutic in a way, not that anyone reads it. maybe it’s better that way.

missing facebook, not too much but just enough that i’m thinking about it. i get to go to guelph this weekend for mike’s birthday! i’m so excited, i hope he likes his presents (i got him nofx tickets but i figured i’d give him something extra, he deserves) and the cake krysty and i made him.

thank god it’s the weekend! i need this weekend so badly, it’s been a rough week. university is almost over, first year at least. now i have to figured out what i’m going to declare and how many years i plan on taking to finish my degree..i’m thinking five. work full time next year, be a part time student, get some quality writing done, have a better relationship with more communication and less stressing (of course still with the same person). 

writing..something i know nothing about at the university level and am hoping desperately will go alright. creative writing is my forte, but never having to write a portfolio before is stressing me out. i just have to get through these essays and exams and then i can focus on next year.

i should probably pass this year first.

happy weekend everyone! have a drink for me (i’m off drinking now, i think).

xx